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Wednesday, March 16, 2005

::things we would do to make others happy..

about work..
few more days to annual dinner.. i'm still unprepared.. over kan aku ni.. org lain tak pening kepala pun pasal bab bab pakaian ni.. aku jek yg lelebih.. nak buat cam mana.. memang budak skema..
bukan apa.. aku rasa mmg ramai bebudak east coast ni yg akan pakai biasa jek.. so apa salah nyek aku tunjuk yg org east coast pun 'happening' jugak.. hehehe.. aku maleh dah nak sesewa ni sebab selalu nyek sesewa ni sure baju gelebeh lah etc.. dah lah aku ni sekeping.. so kalau pakai baju sewa tu sure cam lawaks.. hehehe...
so petang ni i'm going to do some shopping.. ada few stuff yg aku rasa aku kena beli jugak.. baju dah ok.. seluar tak de lagi.. kasut dan aksesori still tak settle.. hmm.. banyak tul...

about us..
..AZ hari tu gi interview.. interviewer tu bagi option kat dia..kalau dia nak atau tak nak please call him back by next week (this week lah kan).. setakat semalam, dia tak call jugak.. aku tau dia susah nak decide.. banyak benda dia kena timbang tara kan.. but my advice to him is, prioritize.. he needs to put which is important to him at the moment.. keluh kesah seorang emak atau how abg dia akan survive without him being around.. and most of all, diri dia.. pada aku, dlm segala hal, esp when it comes to survival, always put yourself 1st.. u need to survive hence you move on.. banyak contoh real life dlm dunia ni.. reality show kat tv mmg banyak tunjuk ni.. or even the case where survivor of plane crash in argentina tu.. they had to eat in order to survive and sustain the heat.. so they opted to eat the corpse of their own friends.. bukan sebab kejam ke apa, tapi this is survival.. the question is, up to what extend should one sacrifice for the sake of other people's happiness??.. should'nt we have a borderline when it comes to determining our next step?..
i do hope AZ will come to his senses and start thinking about his future instead of sacrificing for others.. my words may sound harsh, but i think what AZ is going through is far much worst than the decision best for him..

others..
..american idol, the final 12 start malam ni.. dgn sorang mamat pulled out.. tapi aku cam malas nak comment sebab tak berapa minat pun mamat tu.. although he is talented.. and to link him to MJ is just too much.. should we put another burden on MJ's back?.. kesian lah kat mamat tuh..